– a pause or gap in a sequence, series, or process.
synonyms: pausebreakrestrespitebreathing spacetime out

Hiatus, the term that probably is best to use to describe this season. Months have passed since I decided to take a pause in specific areas of my life. Too many things happened that kept my mind and heart filled in so many ways. Things that took me to decisions and steps I have never imagined.

I may have decided to take a hiatus on friendships and fellowships, but one thing remains. And I know, I couldn’t do take that out from me. I am still a crybaby, whenever I hear worship songs, whenever I do soakings, whenever I take my time with Him alone. Forever I am changed by His love. I know for sure. That is why it hurts so much whenever some people define you as a prodigal son just because you are not attending a church or fellowships. Yes, a prodigal son or someone troubled or in trouble. Apparently, yes. I have been into challenges or bits of pieces of troubles lately but He always has a special place in me. And that doesn’t equate to being a liberated member of the church. I have so much memories of all He has done and the goodness He has showered in my life.

And I realized, sometimes, you don’t really need fellowhips or people to tell you how to battle your struggles; how to be reconnected with Him. All you need to do is to go back to that place of remembrance; to that place where only Him knows the depth of your heart and soul.  People around me may have failed, I may have failed in so many ways, so many times, but my God never fails to love me, to brighten up my worst days, to save me.

Staying in another land for almost 4 years thought me a lot of things about friends and friendship. Friends who chose to stay and friends who just gather stories. Friendship that became stronger and friendship that have come to an end. For the past years, I caught myself being distant to friends. I was busy, probably yes. I had a lot of things on my hand that time, for sure. Or, I just preferred to connect with those who stay with me along my journey.

Being back in the country and trying to reconnect has become even harder.  I have tried. I have tried so much to reconnect that in the end it was just a painful experience. At first, it was hard to enter to a conversation only them could relate. They were probably laughing about it, while I still chew what was that about. Some already had their own group leaving me the second option or the option to just stay home and avoid them. No drama here. Just real talk. Anyhow, I was ok with that. I was able to spend more time with my family. But yes, it then came to a point that I chose not to bother about themhiatus.

Now, I am happy with what I have, with the friends who stay, the friendships that became stronger and His overflowing blessings and love.











The LDR Letter


Dear Love,

You said you have read the pieces written in here; the heartbreaks, the happiness and the roller coasters. Were you a stalker? I bet not. You were just a fan. Just kidding. You asked me when will I write about us. I said ” I don’t know. I don’t know what to write.”  I want you to know that I said those seemingly uncertain words not because of uncertainty but because there are just a lot of things to write and I don’t know where to begin.

Now, I am writing this not because I know what to write but because I know where to begin. I want to begin writing again for you. I want this new beginning for you cause you are my new beginning. I don’t really know what to write cause I got a lot of things in my mind. So please bear with me for my thoughts will be as random as my thoughts when I am sleepy.  You know that too well.

I want to thank you for coming into my life. You are the biggest surprise God has given me. Well, you were literally surprising. I won’t forget that funny-random-shocking moment of us that random-comedic- special day at the parking area. Thank you for giving me the chance to love and be loved. Thank you so much for your patience and love whenever I am so vulnerable. Thank you so much for your comfort and understanding- I am encouraged always. Thank you for the little things- for you know to me that really matters. Thank you for making me feel beautiful whenever I feel I am not. Thank you for being the strength and the shoulder I can lean on this season of my life. Thank you for being the man for me.

The thought of not seeing you and your smiles everyday, every weekend or whenever I want to see you saddens me- so much. But I believe that we can overcome this season together. Distance might matter so much but I know we can do this; and someday soon everything else will fall into place. And we will be together forever. We will go travel again, eat our favorite dishes, listen to random music, crack our jokes, walk around anywhere holding each other’s hands- together someday oneday soon.

I know you don’t want long letters; you don’t celebrate monthsary or maybe even anniversary; you don’t really give flowers even if there’s no occasion; you as well forget dates or events; you are not too hopeless romantic; you are Malaysian while I’m a Filipina- these and other things make us opposite people but you are the sweetest, the kindest, most humble, and the most patient person I know. Believe me. I love you not just for who you are but even for who you are not. I love your imperfections and I’m embracing our differences with all my might. More than that, let us enjoy- together- our similarities. I know we do have- a lot.

As years pass by, I pray that we will even be stronger. No matter what happens, it will always be you. I pray that we will be able to defy distance for our future. I hope you could do that too. Let’s both wait patiently for that time it will be forever you and I. We both know that we still have a lot of things to learn in this relationship- a lot of truth to discover- a lot of characters to unveil- a lot of patience and love to give. I hope and I pray we will never get tired of learning how to love each other-every second of our life.

To the most adorable man ever aside from the Lord and my father, I love you so much! May we have more and more years and memories together! To my first and my last, see you soon!












Heart to Heart

I haven’t written anything here for the past few months.

I lost my passion on writing? Not really.

I had no urge to write? Maybe.

Busy? Yes. Sort of.

No inspiration? Well. Definitely no.

I just don’t know what to write. I was overwhelmed with all the things happened for the past months.

Too many circumstances that I didn’t know how to put  into writing.

Too many emotions and moments that I experienced for the first time.

Too many waiting times, frustrations, happiness, tiresome days, gladness and surprises. I didn’t know how to put them all together in one.

I don’t know when I’m gonna write here again, a good one, but one thing I’m sure about, I will still write, research and technical writings though.

See you again WordPress!



8 Simple Things That Make Her Feel Special

James Michael Sama

The small things you do for a woman are the ones that mean the most. Why? Because those are the things that show her you’re willing to put effort in for her, just because. No holiday or special occasion needed.

A good boyfriend or husband knows that any man who waits until Valentine’s day to romance the woman in his life is missing the point 364 days out of the year. He also understands that while grand romantic gestures are great, the thought put into everyday activities is even better.

Here are eight small things that actually have a big impact.


1. Make her feel beautiful, every day.

This one seems obvious. Internet Romeos everywhere are reading this going “Hey man, I call girls beautiful every day!” I don’t mean just telling a woman she’s beautiful – any guy can do that. I mean make her deeply feel, in her heart, that you think…

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Soliloquy and sweet nothings

I felt like a star hung up the sky
As I watched over you
From a thousand miles away
Now I’m getting used to
You took it all away
I don’t feel it anymore.

You brought me to your universe
The best feeling I’ve ever had
Yet you let me became a meteorite
And to a new planet I was crushed
You took it all away
I don’t feel it anymore.

When you move, my world used to slow
You were my sun, my center of motion
You were my dusk and my beautiful dawn
But you disappeared under the moon
You took it all away
I don’t feel it anymore.

You were the waves, I was your ocean
My constant muse, you were my soul
Then you left me with bruises and
The brightest colours were now fading
You took it all away
I don’t feel it anymore.

My constant muse, I used to
I swear, I was completely into
But you took it all away
And I don’t feel it anymore.

A Barefooted Temple Run Adventure

It started with a dream but I didn’t realize it until I saw all those thousands of pagodas, temples and Buddhas. It was maybe October of 2014, I had this very weird dream. In my dream I was looking at a gigantic image made of gold located in front of high mountains. It was too huge and shiny that I couldn’t get my eyes out of it. Until, in my dream a group of familiar faces called my name and that ended my dream. I shared my dream to a few people but I didn’t think much about it. I actually almost forgot it.

A year after I travelled to a country I never thought of visiting of. It was not actually in my bucket list. Well, I didn’t know much about the country except for its golden temples and what I learned from my history classes. At first, I had lots of hesitations. Well, I needed to consider a lot of things- financially wise and time. However, my barefoot friend (yes! You’ll know why later) Cherry insisted for me to go with her. I thought about it for like a hundred times maybe. I didn’t tell her of my dream. I even didn’t think of it. Then suddenly, one night, she asked me again and in just a snap, I agreed with her. So yeah, we planned our itineraries and expected expenses, coordinated with people we knew who are currently living there, and prepared ourselves for an extreme girls’ adventure.

August 24-28, 2015, we visited the golden land of Myanmar.

I have to be honest first though before sharing about the beauty of travelling to Myanmar. It was certainly a culture shock. Everything was new, unfamiliar and surprising. First off, when you get to the airport or bus stations, a lot of unknown faces will ask you where you’re going and somehow insist or force you to ride in their vehicles. That was crazy! Secondly, the guys love to chew this red chewable fruit also known as areca palm nut (nganga in Philippines) and spit it everywhere- like everywhere. Then you’ll see red spots or leaks on the road. Thirdly, the mode of transportation. I am currently staying in Malaysia and I must say Malaysia has a fabulous road system and mode of transportation (although it’s a test of patience and waiting). Anyhow, it was really surprising to see old buses on the road with open sides where you can see the feet of a passenger swaying outside. Seriously! Traffic jam was also heavy but that doesn’t make any difference to other nations. But their kind of driving, it was OMG! Scary! Fourthly, every act of kindness has a monetary value. Aside from too expensive costs of food and stuff, it was really surprising that whatever people offer to you- taking pictures, finding a good spot, helping you with your stuff- they would ask for a dollar. Lastly, it was also noticeable that most of the locals are still awkward to give a smile. Their faces look sad. It felt like there’s something in their hearts that they still don’t know how to express. It’s as if they’re not used to being happy.

All of these things are not criticisms. Yes I learned to love Myanmar despite of all the not so beautiful worldly things I saw and experienced there. Well, the two of us almost got into trouble but thanks be to the Most High, we were safe and sound. Those experiences are even greater reasons why you and I should love Myanmar. It’s a country where we should give out more love- just pure love. They need to be loved. It’s all about love. You’ll understand where I am getting all these when you are actually there. So, get out of your sofa now and make a tent in that golden place!

More than all those crazy experiences, I saw beautiful creations of man and of God. Myanmar locals are honestly beautiful people inside and out. It’s just their situation that hides the beauty in them that to which newbies couldn’t see at first. Myanmar locals are worth to spend time with. They’ve got beautiful sceneries and artworks which were made centuries ago- the fruits of dedication, hardwork and passion. They are indeed talented human beings. You can see it to the works of their hands- the golden temples, pagodas and Buddhas in Bagan and Yangon. They have rich and interesting cultural history. The trip would be incomplete without exploring the taste of Myanmar. The taste of their food is authentic. I haven’t tasted like that before. I couldn’t compare it to other Asian food. They have similar dishes with Malaysia and Philippines but it has a different kind of spice. Our local Myanmar friend also suggested to try YKKO’s kyay oh to complete our food trip. She was right, the adventure is incomplete without it! It’s the best noodle soup I’ve ever tasted so far.

YKKO's kyay oh

YKKO’s kyay oh

Walking inside the temples and pagodas was the extreme challenge. It wasn’t because they were too high or steep or whatever. It wasn’t because it was tiring. We didn’t have time for tiresome and boredom during the trip. It was because we walked on our barefoot going inside the pagodas and temples. There’s actually nothing wrong walking barefooted. It’s just very challenging to walk on your barefoot under extreme heat! I almost cried because my feet were already hurting. It was really hard to walk with burning feet! That is why we are the “barefoot friends”. Amazingly, we were able to conquer it!

Temples in Bagan

Temples in Bagan


The Barefoot Friends

The Barefoot Friends

Myanmar delicacies

Myanmar delicacies

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Bagan, Myanmar

Bagan, Myanmar


I believe greater things are yet to come in that golden land. Greater things are still to be done. Yet it is still a beautiful and wonderful world after all! With that, I must say I love Myanmar from every tiny bit of it. My heart was so touched of its past stories that I almost wept in tears. Then I realized, I love Malaysia and Philippines more today than yesterday. Lol

Don’t get me wrong, I honestly seriously love Myanmar from the deepest core of my being. I learned and realized a lot of things. It was a fun filled learning experience. Seeing all those golden Buddhas and temples made me realized I almost missed that chance of witnessing what God wants me to see. He had given me a dream and I almost missed the opportunity of experiencing that dream. He had given me a dream to clear things in my mind and heart then he made it into reality. What an awesome God!

From a dream to reality, Chei-zu tin-bar-te Myanmar!

Ang Huling Liham Na Isusulat Ko Para Sa’Yo

[Kung may “Ang huling tulang isusulat ko para sa’yo” si Juan Miguel Severo, narito naman ang aking huling liham para sa kung kanino man ang liham na ito]  Ito ang #hugotletter para sa lahat ng nafriend zone at natutong magmove on.

Para sa kung kanino man ang huling liham na ito,

Sa totoo lamang hindi ko alam kung paano ko sisimulan at tatapusin ang liham na ito. Hindi ko alam kung saan ito patutungo, sa iyong puso ba na tila sarado o sa utak mong hangad ko’y  kahit paano ay naroon ako. Marami akong nais sambitin pero hindi ko magawa. Marami akong nais itanong pero hindi ko magawa. Marami akong nais na marinig na kasagutan sa lahat ng katanungang bumubulong sa aking isipan, ngunit hindi ko magawa. Nalilito ako na para bagang hindi ko alam kung tama ba ang lahat ng ito- ang sabihin ang mga katagang “salamat at paalam”.  Nalilito ako dahil maaring sa pagkakataong ito ay hindi mo pa rin alam, hindi mo pa rin ramdam. Nalilito ako dahil hindi ko man lamang alam kung lahat ng ito ay may saysay. 

Nalilito ako kung anong akda ba ang nararapat para sabihin ang lahat ng salitang tila may gamit na miktinig dahil sa lakas ng tunog ng mga ito na halos aking ikabingi. Tama ba na liham, o dapat bang isang saknong, parirala kaya o isang taludtod o dapat din bang isang tula na lamang? Subalit sa dami ng sa akin ay gumugulo, aking napagtanto na akma ang isang liham na tulad nito. Noong una ako ay nag-aalinlangan subalit tila ba may isang balani na humihimok sa akin para likhain ang liham na ito. 

Sisimulan ko ang lahat sa  pasasalamat. Salamat sa iyo. Hindi ko na alam kung makailang beses ko na itong nawika pero uulit ulitin ko dahil sa napakaraming bagay na sobrang ipinagpapasalamat ko dahil sa tulad mo. Salamat sa mga panahong ikaw ay nagsilbing araw sa buhay kong tila wala ng bagong umaga. Lahat ng iyong nagawa para sa akin ay mahirap ilagay sa isang banghay o di kaya naman ay gamitan ng batayang panukat. Dahil sa totoo lamang, walang katumbas ang lahat ng iyon. Salamat sa lahat ng iyong kuwento, ngiti at suporta. Salamat sa pagiging tunay na karamay. 

Ngayon ay akin itong tatapusin sa isang paalam. Paalam sapagkat sa lahat ng nangyari sa nakaraan ito na lang ang alam kong maaari ko pang sabihin. Paalam sapagkat ito na lamang ang salitang sa akin ay natitira. Paalam sa sakit na maaaring hindi mo naramdaman, sa sugat na aking dinala at sa luhang hindi mo nakita. Paalam sapagkat ito ang salitang akma na manggaling sa tulad kong nakaramdam ng higit pa sa tulad mong ang tingin ay kaibigan lang pala. Paalam dahil matapos akong magbulay-bulay, aking napaglinaw sa sarili na kaya ko, kaya ko kung hanggang doon lamang talaga ang meron sa atin. Paalam sapagkat tulad ng isang ibong nasugatan ang bagwis at ngayon ay patuloy na naghihilom, matapos ng lahat ng ito, muli akong makalilipad sa isang bagong bughaw ng himpapawid kahit na wala ka. Paalam na tulad ng bukas na hindi na magiging bukas o ng ngayong hindi naging ngayon. Paalam tulad ng isang bahaghari, unti unting naglalaho subalit sa iyong pagsilay ay nag-iwan ng makulay na alaala.

Heto na ang lahat ng aking nais sabihin subalit hindi ko na nagawa at hindi ko na gagawin, hindi ko na sasabihin ng harapan at idadaan ko na lang sa liham. Huwag kang mag-alala, ako’y walang poot, ni konting himutok sa iyo aking giliw. Dahil ang hinagpis na ito ay batid kong kasalanan ko, kasalanan ko na mabuhay sa panaginip na alam kong kailanma’y hindi magiging totoo. Panalagin ko na kahit paano ay hindi mo malimutan ang makailang beses na naroon ako sa mga panahong kailangan mo rin ng kaibigan, karamay, hingahan, at kasama sa kung saan man. Naroon ako kahit na ang katawan ko na ang nagsasabi na hindi ko na kaya pa ang magbigay ng lakas at panahon. Naroon ako kapag kailangan mo ng suporta sabihin mo lamang kung saan at kailan. Batid ko din na mayroon ng iba, kaya mas pinili ko na ibahin ang daang aking tatahakin. Magpakalayu-layo hanggang sa ang laman ng puso ay maglaho. Martir man kung tawagin subalit datapwat ito ang alam kong tamang gawin. Tanging hiling ko lamang sa iyo ay nawa’y iyo paring isaklit lahat ng ating alaala para sa kung himalang ang mundo natin ay magkabaliktad, dala mo ito upang sa akin ay ipaalala. 

Sa ngayon, hindi na ako aasa na may lugar sa ating dalawa. Tinanggap ko na at handa na akong suungin ang bagong buhay. Ika nga ng isang awitin, “Tuloy pa din ang awit buhay ko, magbago man ang hugis ng puso mo”. Magsusulat ako ng bagong kabanata na kung saan ay hindi ka na karakter sa lahat ng pahina nito. Tulad ng isang talata na tinapos ng tuldok, ito  na  maaari ang huling liham na isusulat ko para sa’yo. Hindi. Ito na ang huling liham na isusulat ko para sa’yo.






My heart bleeds for the life of Mary Jane and other victims of human trafficking, greed for money and the likes. I remember when I went back home just recently, I met a Filipina maid in the airport who fortunately had the chance to escape from her abusive employer. She reported it to her agency but, unfortunately, the agency just kept her in their office, told her not to tell the story to anyone. She was not allowed to give calls or go out of the office. She was still in fear the day I met her. So where was the PH government in this situation? Trust issues? Ignorance of the law? That I don’t know. She needed encouragements that time more than the questions. Undoubtedly, the PH embassy wasn’t informed. No one was there to assist her. She was given a flight ticket back to PH with only 50 pesos in her pocket. None of her relatives were there when she arrived. It was really heartbreaking. 

To the Indonesian government: The Filipino people are not requesting for pardon, we just want a just and fair investigation. We respect your law, that’s why appeals were submitted. The law was created to protect the innocent and to punish the guilty. What if she is really innocent? What’s the point of your law? All we want is respect for truth; we are just fighting for a life that is worth saving for. Killing MJ does not mean victory over drug syndicates. It is actually giving them more opportunities and new strategies to use innocent people to do their thing.

To PH Government: #%$!!!!!!@@@@!!***%%%%%!!!!! T T

To everyone: If we want a positive change, we should start the change that we want NOW. We all argue whether to push death penalty or not. We all argue what punishment should be given to all those who did crimes and the likes. We all argue whether people can change for the better. We all argue in everything that we don’t understand and even to those we understand. But the thing is, before we argue with these things, let us have a moment with ourselves. What are you doing to change the world? Is it for the better? Is it for your own benefit? Is it for the sake of the future generations? How do you value life? How do you value others? Is it worth doing? Or is it worth living? TAKE ACTION!

-The End-

The Duo to Success: Passion and Motivation

Getting up for school has always been a challenge for most of us- from primary to secondary to undergraduate degree to post graduate thing. So, as for me, the day I finished my undergraduate studies, I never thought of taking a post graduate course. Until one day, I heard a nudge from my soul. It was a moment of realization and clarity. At last, I knew what I really wanted to do. After all those years, I finally discover the thing that I am passionate of. There, I decided to apply for a post graduate course outside the country.  It was a leap of faith and courage. I took the road less traveled.

The real thing has finally begun. I am doing my thesis’ data collection for more than a month now. And I still have almost 4 months to go. The truth is- it’s extremely exciting yet very exhausting.  I have to get up early in the morning almost every day. It’s like catching Mr. Sunrise before he finally becomes a skin-darkening star. Then, I travel like a backpacker for almost 2 hours using three different transports in a country that is miles away from my homeland. The moment I reach my research site, the serious thing is already in place. At the site, believe it or not, all I have to do is to observe the activities of the monkeys and their existing conflicts with humans. All day, I need to be prepared, shielded, on-the-go and be alert for all the grins and attacks. Sometimes, or most of the time, I have a stone and a long stick with me for self defense. I need to walk a number of times in an almost one kilometer trail back and forth. It is not just a simple trail though. It goes up and up and up until you feel the shaking of your legs and heartbeat. I try not to eat and convince my self not to, even if I’m starving whenever there are monkeys around. Oh, just so you know, they always want a share, or I must say, they want everything. All of these are what I needed to love for 10 hours- the longest 10 hours of my life.

However, when you love what you are doing and you are passionate with it, you will always find a way to be motivated.

Yes. It is exhausting.

Yes. It is dead tiring.

Yes. It is scary.

Yes. It is challenging.

Yet if it is your passion, it’s as if you are overdosed with energy drinks with an additional dose of motivation, excitement and happiness. There are times that you will be physically and emotionally challenged, but the moment you know what you really want to do, what you are made for, what you want to achieve and what your dreams are for, you will get up every friggin’ morning and you will finish your task with all your might even if it feels like it’s the longest and most backbreaking hour of your life.

“To succeed you have to believe in something with such a passion that it becomes a reality”- Anita Roddick

I still couldn’t see the finish line but I believe that there is something somewhere there. All I have to do is to believe and to continue the passion.

How about you? What are you passionate about in your life?

If it’s worth it, get it! Here’s a sticky note for you. When we talk of passion- “It’s not about where your starting point is, but your end goal and the journey that will get you there.” Unknown

Passion is the key to motivation, motivation includes passion, and success is the end product of passion and motivation.Passion deserves hard work and sacrifice. Make your passion be a motivation and make your motivation be your passion.


May I introduce to you my friends to whom I offer my passion and motivation:

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Para sa’yo aking Andres,

Panibagong araw na naman. Kamusta ka? Ako heto, simula na naman ng pagtahak sa buhay mag-isa- umagahan, tanghalian hanggang hapunan. Kumain ako mag-isa kanina, sumakay sa mga pampublikong transportasyon habang napapaligiran ng mga taong hindi ko kilala, naglakad sa gilid ng daan ng napakaaga habang nagsisimula pa lamang ang bukang liwayway ng walang kasama. May miminsang makakausap ng ibang tao pero syempre pansamantala lang ang lahat. Sa ngayon, nasa harap na naman ako ng aking makina, nagbabasa ng mga sulatroniko, nagbubukas ng mga panginain, at sinusuri ang mga nabubuksang kawingan. Napapaisip ako, kelan kaya tayo makakapagpalitang kwento? Kelan na magpapanagpo ang ating mga mata? Kailan natin magkasamang maririnig ang ating paboritong himig? Kailan kaya tayo iindak ng sabay sa iisang tugtugin? Mga tanong na kay hirap sagutin at wala tayong pedeng gawin kung hindi ang maghintay.

Nararamdaman mo na ba ang pagod? Kanina ka pa kasi tumatakbo sa utak ko. Anong pinagkakabalahan mo? Kung ano man yan, hangad ko ang iyong tagumpay at wagas na kaligayahan. Huwag ka masyadong magpaka-Superman o Spiderman. Alam mo na, wala silang oras para sa pag-ibig, baka hindi na magtagpo nyan ang ating mundo. Gusto mo ba yun? Ako ayoko. Kaya hindi ako masyadong nagpapaka Darna para pagdumating yung panahon na sabay tayong lilipad sa ere, tayo na ang magkasama. Walang kahit sino, tayo lang habang tinitingnan ang ganda ng mundo mula sa himpapawid. 

Panahon na naman ng pag-ibig. Anong gagawin mo sa eksaktong araw ng mga puso? Magpakasaya ka dahil yun din ang gagawin ko. Ayos lang kung may kasama ka ngayon basta kapag dumating na ang panahon na sabay at magkasama na nating ipagdidiwang iyon, dapat iyon ang best day ever. Kung ako ang tatanungin mo kung ano ang gagawin ko, isa lang naman ang ginagawa ko taon taon, yun ay ang hintayin ka. Naghihintay lang ako. Dito lang ako hangga’t nariyan ka. Nandito lang ako maghihintay sa’yo. Ayokong hanapin ka baka kasi iba pa ang makita ng aking makita. Huwag kang mag-alala, bukas ang landas patungo sa akin. Pinabuksan ko na sa Kay Bathala para sa’yo. Eh sa malakas ako sa kanya dahil marikit naman ako at bilang ako ang nagsabi. Magkita na lang tayo doon sa may ilalim ng araw at tumalon tayo ng tumalon sa saya, sabi nga sa Summer song. Saka kapag naririnig ko ang awiting Forevermore, pakiramdam ko ako si Agnes at ikaw ang aking Xander. Maari rin bang malaman ko kung anong tugtugin ang nagpapaalala na ako’y sa’yo at ika’y aking lamang? Nais ko sanang idagdag sa aking talaan. 

Huwag mo kalilimutang ngumiti, nakatutulong yun hindi lamang sa’yo kundi pati na rin sa ibang tao. Gusto ko yung laging may ngiti sa iyong labi kahit na anong lungkot o pangit ng araw mo. Baka kasi pagmagkasalubong tayo, sungitan mo ako. Iniisip ko pa lamang kasi parang ang sarap sa pakiramdam kapag nakangiti ka patungo sa akin. Huwag kang mag-alala pipilitin ko ding gawin yun para sa’yo. Ang sarap isipin ang araw ng ating pagtatagpo. Kung nagkasama naman na tayo sa ibang pagkakataon, nakakagalak ding balikan nang mga pagkakataon yaon. Paniguradong mula bukang liwayway hanggang takip silim ay hindi tayo magsasawang magkwentuhan; kung saan lahat ng ating bukam bibig ay may kahulugan -bawat pintig, bawat salita, bawat tono, bawat hinga. 

Hanggang dito nalang muna. Ayoko kasing maubusan ng sasabihin kapag nagtagpo na tayo. Marami akong ikukwento alam ko ikaw din. Relaks lang muna tayo at maging mas magandang  bersyon ng ating mga sarili hanggang sa makita natin ang isa’t isa. Mag-iingat ka parati. Alagaan mo ang iyong sarili.


Ang iyong Oriang