Anim na buwan. Anim na buwan na ako sa trabahong ito. I can’t believe that, really. Days were running so fast. Hindi ko na namalayan. I think it’s because I love what I’m doing. I love being here. I thank God for this once in a lifetime opportunity.
But before I got here, drama is my best friend. I cried to God almost every night. I asked Him for a way-out, but He trapped me instead. Oo, I admit. Mahirap kapag hindi mo naman talaga gusto ang ginagawa mo. Gugustuhin mo na lang tumakas.
Kidding aside, life wasn’t easy then but His love overshadowed all my pains.
Sige. Sasabihin ko na dito ang lahat. I think the moment I accepted my first job, it is pressure that pushed me to that. Kaya di dapat padadala sa pressure. Noong una nageenjoy ako, hanggang sa narealize ko na hindi naman yun ang gusto kong gawin. Ilang buwan pa lang naghahanap na ako ng another job. Pero buti na lang nag-eexist pa din ang work ethics. I stood up and went on. I conquered life but it wasn’t easy.
Few months later, my prayers were answered. I got a new job. Para akong nabunutan ng tinik. At eto ako ngayon. Masasabi kong self fulfilling ang ginagawa ko. Hindi man kasing dami ng benefits na natatanggap ko dati. Wala man akong insurance. Di man ganung kalaki ang bonus. At least, I love what I’m doing.
Though, I’m still praying that someday God will lead me to a profession blessed with benefits, experience, God-fearing colleagues and most of all, a career that will be an impact to the nations of the world.